Here's a little poem I wrote while in a bout of depression the other night.
I am here
But I am not
I’m gone more than I think
Longer than you thought
What if reality
Is really just a dream
And when I awaken
I will be living as it seems
I am lonesome
When I am with you
But when I’m with myself
I’m accompanied
By my corpse’s crew
My heart and mind to name a few
I’ll continue
To remain a statute
Among my loved ones
Because I am dead
In my head
But alive on the outside
That’s my life I suppose
Now time to say adieu
I’ll go drown in the sorrows
My body consumes
I’ll see you
On the greener side
Of the grass
When I’m less of a burden
On my body and soul
Floating in heaven
Closing the curtain
See you later
My colorless friends
See you later
(Source: bipolarcentral)